photo spam in a sec. :) (im all the way on the left)
LOVE THESE TWO! WE ARE LIKE THE
GHETTO THREE MUSKETEERS!yup yup! :)
Awe. Im going to miss this! But ill still have marco with me haha <3
Lately Ive been thinking about you more and more. I miss you. and sometimes i miss you so fucking much. Today when you randomly called me i was actually pretty shocked. to hear your ring tone that i picked out for you. not hearing it for months then out of nowhere i hear it ring.As i took a walk i stopped at our park where we fell in love. I always go there.
I miss everything about you. The way you used to always call me. How you used to ask me how my days were. how you would actually listen to me when i had my problems, how well organized you are and how youre never late for anything/ how you kept your promises NO MATTER WHAT. How when you said you would do something youd do it. How when you said you would call me youd call me right on point or a few minutes late, then youd just apologize lol which i thought was cute. I miss how you would do things for me. I just miss you in general. your voice, your eyes, the way you laughed etc. i just miss everything. I took you for granted thats fer sure until the end ,is where i finally realized what i had. And in the end i had to let you go for reasons which i dread. Distance is what fucked us over, but then again it made us stronger and made our love grow stronger each and everyday. We had numerous fights which were extremely stupid and we went through a phase where we were always mad at each other and all we would do is fight and well 95% of our arguments were caused by me i will admit.
You’re my first love and will always be, And I.. I truly loved/ love you there’s no doubt about that.With you i never had second thoughts or doubts. Im just honestly waiting for this high school bullshit to pass over to see if we have a future together. And if we do then thats fucking great! but if were both taken then our status will be the same as it is now. great friends and nothing more. but thats fine by me :) At east ill have you in my life. if you cant be mine then thats all id want. You’re, realistically probably the only one i have left. which is pathetic and sad to think about but its true. Im only 17 years old,and in about a month a soon to be senior in high school. The end of high school is coming so fast, but i dont know what i want, i dont know what i want to do with my life. Im just going with the flow of things, which keeps me guessing and what keeps me wondering what i want in life, but i know that if anything youre what i want. No one knows this and more. I have so much to say but it cant fit all in this black space. Youre basically the only person i could pour my heart out to. the one ill feel comfortable telling just about anything and know that you wouldn’t look at me different. Im….Im not doing so well actually. to tell you the truth. but i hope youre doing well. thats all i want for you. Is love, happiness and well basically only the best. because its what you deserve. I love you silly bear. <3
P.s You know that colbie caillat song “I never told you”. Yeah every morning i wake up to that song and always think about you. I start my days thinking about you. Just putting that out there <3
PPS. I love your faces in these pictures, especially in the one where youre holding the ring <3
THIS. ANON. is what I call love. sure it was long distance and we saw eachother about 20 times within3 years but, the endless, long, enjoyable conversations we had over the phone, when we hung out we did pointless things which we enjoyed just because we were simply in one another company. This i thin answers the last two questions and im sorry if it doesnt.
